Hello! i have no idea from where shall i get started. anyway, i feel

Hello! i have no idea from where shall i get started. anyway, i feel like nothing is working out with me whenever i fall for someone and say it is him who i want, he just left me after a period of time. today i went for a job interview but it didn’t work out either, am i unlucky person??? i don’t have anyone who can encourage me , whenevr i talk to someone about how i feel they just don’t listen and that hurts me. now, i just feel like terrible and i just can’t stop myself from crying in silence, i feel like i am dying from inside when i find obstacles in my life. what shall i do ??